April 6, 2009
i’m sad
i’m a curious person
i’m aware that curiosity will end in tragedy
i’m not a mental masochist
i’m questioning myself in regular basis if i could have done a different thing and chosen not to pursue the truth
i’m capable of doing the right thing at the right time to the right person
i’m not stupid enough as to do something i know for sure will hurt you
i’m disappointed by the fact that nothing that i do can reassure you of my good intention although i have no idea to what or to whom the disappointment is directed at
i’m asking you to see the line i drew to limit myself
i’m asking you to see if i ever crossed the line
i’m not a fan of repetition or any of those tedious jobs
i’m dripping tears without full consent of my mind for the first time in years
i might be indecisive
but i’m consistent
are you?
